a new season

I’ve learned a lot about myself this past year. 

What parts of my life don’t feel like flow, what parts don’t feel like freedom - and the glorious, golden nuggets that do.

I’ve learned that I love sitting in the teacher’s seat sometimes, but not all the time - and pressuring myself to take that seat more often than feels natural drains my creative juice and life force. I’ve realized that an important part of my path in this lifetime is to learn how to be in my divine feminine flow and fully receive (something I’ve struggled with big time, and am working on) - and actively teaching less allows me to be in a state of receptivity (and thus, creation) more often. 

I still feel very drawn to express myself - to weave loose threads of our agonizingly beautiful collective human experience together into a tapestry that we can share and connect through - but without too much specificity, and without a hint of force. I love when things are fluid and multidimensional and open to interpretation. It feels like freedom and truth to me (two things that I feel humanity needs and craves more than ever these days).

I want to bring that energy even more purely into my creations: expression with no underlying desire to influence or control - but rather to draw us all closer to our heart space, to that deep well of peace, unconditional love, and interconnectedness that we all innately carry inside of us. It feels like my expression is taking on a more easeful new form - and I’m excited to see how it unfolds.

A question I’ve been encountering around contemplating a lot lately is: why do we spend so much time trying to explain ourselves - to translate our souls - to those we don’t naturally resonate with? 

If we want to live life in our natural, unique flow - it feels like our personal resonance is the wisest thing to follow - to choose a feeling-based existence over a thought-based existence.

Heart over mind is the name of the game, and I can see how this is both subtly and obviously becoming humanity’s new orientation (no matter how chaotic the world may seem on the outside right now).

So, rather than over-explaining my feels to you - why don’t I just show ya. Let what comes through hit your heart in whatever way it’s meant to. Allow your personal resonance to intermingle with mine, and notice what alchemy occurs. This is what aliveness - or being in present-moment relationship with life - is all about.

Sending you much love, beautiful soul - thanks a bunch for being here. xo